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So yeah its 3:27 am
And I am up late once again
Gah!!! I get my schedule later today
Hm....I hope I have classes with my friends
But I rly hope I have at least 1 or 2 classes with spencer
and hopefully lunch
eh......well i guess you could say wednesday was fun i went to youth
we played this rly funny game its called I like people who like
And for example the person who didnt get to a seat fast enough They would say I like people who like ice creame and everybody who liked ice creame would run to a diffrent chair and it kept going on and on I almost tripped and fell
hehehe
And then when we were worshiping, I guess i read the wrong line and said good instead of god...heheh Danielle couldnt stop laughing i was rly embaressed
but thursday I kind of just vedged out I went to the gym though and later at night we went out and got a swimsuit and goggles for me and went out to dinner.
But yeah with the whole swimsuit and goggles is cause it for swim team I didnt know it started this week i found out yesterday from brooke and i told her well i will go tonight and get my stuff and then she was going to ask the coach if i could still come in
And havent heard form her yet but i will ask her tomarrow
but yeah........
So Tomarrow is DUKES OF HAZZARD!!!!!!! yay!!
Its danielle, me, chelsey, and jarred going so far
if ya want to join us just call the cell or
just send me a message aim = xramonesbabe1791
well i am gonna go watch some tv
<3
shana
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[30 Jul 2005|11:35pm] |
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Ok so yeah today was pretty boring
i cleaned my room
and excersised
and ate
an excersised
thts about it
And I got my Acceptance t shirt in the mail and my hollister stuff :)
On the down point of these last 3 days
Spencer hasnt called me at all :(
I called him around 7pm tonight and no one was there and so i left a message like i usally do
Did he call me back no
So i dont know whts up
but once he calls I think I am going to talk it out with him
tell him how i feel
and maybe he will get his head in the game
well i dont know
yea whtever
but hm.......Tomarrow I am hanging out with brett
he is coming over around noon and we are seeing tht movie with all the fighter jet planes
STEALTH i think it is called, we proably will end up seeing the 4:00 showing
so tht should be cool
Brett said he might go to deland High
So tht should be intresting if he ends up
but he said he doesnt know
but yeah
::sigh::
I wish spencer would call
well gotta blast
As jummy Neutron would say
hahah
<3
shana
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[29 Jul 2005|11:57pm] |
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So yeah today
didnt do alot I went to the movies with rachel
we saw like the most retarded movie in the world
SKY HIGH
omg it was so gay
we wasted our money on a gay movie like tht
but whtever
so yeah it was funny though cause all these 7th graders well who are now 8th graders walked in
it was funny we were like oh i am so cool cause i am an 8th grader (kind of mimicing them)
But hey we are highschoolers we are cooler
hahahahah
but yeah
it was fun
and then we met up with my parents at gators and me and rachel ate like most of my moms nachos
they were rly freaking good
hahahah
but yeah so now we are just sitting here bored
I am gonna post my pics on myspace i think actually
so i am gonna go
<3
shana
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| hm...actually in a good mood for once |
[29 Jul 2005|02:56am] |
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So yeah people I've been like so emo in the past couple entrys
but you know wht
I am going to make sure tht will not be me anymore oh no oh no
hahahaha
lets see also I read thru my journal entrys I have lots of spelling mistakes I guess I never rly care to use spell check or run thru it to make sure i spelt everything good
hahah tht will not happen anymore
well lets see today I got my haircut its so adorable
I love it and I got my hair dyed to one color now its back to my origional dark dark brown
so yeah, but I can still see a couple of brown highlights when I am in the sun
but its not too noticable
but yeah
I also went to the mall with claire today it was lots of fun
We went to hollister and i got a skirt and a cute top
Then to Abercrombie & fitch I got a new pair of destroyed jeans they are so adorable
Then we went int o American eagle I would have got more but i have already bought alot of stuff from there online so I got another scarf from there and a leather braclet
Then we went to the food court
We went and ate at chick fil a
I saw eric while we were in line and i was like ERIC!!!
And he was like "hey sweety, looking good" then kept walking (hahahahah)
But yeah chick fil a was good
And yeah then we went back to hollister cause claire wanted this white skirt on the manican but they told her tht they didnt have it in stock. We went in there 3 more times and asked different people the same question
Finally we are sitting outside and she is like I want tht skirt
and she was liek shana will u go and ask them if we can buy the skirt off the manican and I looked at her with this are u crazy face and she said" I will buy u tht purse u wanted in bath and body works" so I did it and they said it was given to the store to display not be bought. So then she was like well there is one in abercrombie & fitch tht I saw and so we went in there and it wasnt there anymore,so she is like shana if u go and ask them if they have anymore i will buy u tht purse and I said I thought u were gonna and she said well i wont if u dont do this and i was like fine whtever so I went and asked they said somebody already bought it. So.....yeah. Then we went to build a bear cause claire wanted to make a alligator thing there well we got it stuffed and then we were looking for an outfit for it and then she is like I dont want it anymore so guess wht she had me do, I went and told the clerk person she doesnt want the stuff animal anymore and the guy hugged the alligator and gave me a sad look and said fine ur alligator is sad now though. And we rushed out of there. SO yeah the rest of the time we just walked around.Oh and I did get my purse its so adorable. Then when it came to leave well thts a big story so i dont want to tell it. I got home at 10:00 though
I didnt get to talk to spencer today :( i mean he didnt call me, I would have called him but I was busy with stuff but if he had called i would have took time out to talk to him for a little.hm....but whtever i will call him tomarrow
but yeah tht was my day today
Gosh I feel so out of shape I didnt get to the gym today......:/
Im going first thing in the morning
Oh..I got my Armor for sleep cd in the mail today i was like heck yes
They are liike my new fav band they are awsome
I suggest all of u to check them out
But yeah.....so now i am just sitting here bored and not tired I think I am going to excersise like crunches and situps like I do everynight I am gonna up it though since I didnt get to the gym
but yeah
i am gonna go
oh did ya guys notice I changed my layout and got new user pics
hahah
awsome aint it
well tally ho
<3
Shana
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[26 Jul 2005|09:13pm] |
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um........ok i need to just write my heart out cause i cant scream my lungs out cause then my parents would know somethings wrong with me
latley i have been rly confused aobut everything in my life
is this right
gosh i wish i did this
theres no point for me to do this anymore
just alot of shit like tht
and now with my sister deciding she wants to stay longer in japan
u know i am happy for her and i support her
but i dont know maybe i am being selfish
i just dont want her to
but whtever
and ive been eating myself up about alot of stuff
latley with names or name i dotn want o mention cause i dont want the persons or person to know
but im just cofnused about the whole thing
like i feel not wanted in the life
or god
u know i should just turn to be an emo kid
or am i alreayd
i have no fucking clue
right now i dont understand where my life is going
im just rly confused
ive been over working out supposedly and not eating enough
at least tht wht my parents think
i mean they dont say tht exactly but
they say it in a wya tht i know wht they are thinking
just because i dotn shove my face with a shit load of fatty food like they do
soesnt mean i have a problem jsut cause i excersise like more than 4 hours a day doesnt mena there is a problem with me
i just
god i am actually crying right now while typing this
i am rly turning emo
i used to be happy go lucky shana
now i dont know hwo i am anymore
ii want ot be happy
but i cant bring myself to be soemtimes
well...whtever
i have the rest of the week busy
brett is post to comeover tomarrow and play golf with me but he hasnt called so i dont know
and then thursdya i am goign to the mall with claire and catching a movie after
and friday i am getting my haircut and rachel is coming over
And satursday plans are just up in the air
next week though i am not playign game sat all i am doign my homework and finishing it
i am motivated to do tht
but yeah
so i dont my life is just messed up i guess.....its good, bad, sad, and yeah
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shana
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[22 Jul 2005|03:52am] |
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I forgot to mention Casey's Lama named King shamallamadingalingalong!
yeah thts his new pet
hahahahahahah
and then i said well hold on let me just get the conversation
casey: well ima get a pet llama and name him king shamallamadingalingalong
xramonesbabe1791: awsome awosme
xramonesbabe1791: lamas are awosme
xramonesbabe1791: awsome*
casey: haha
xramonesbabe1791: Im gonna get a pet donkey and name it casey cause ur just so awsome
casey: a donkey
casey: are you calling me an ass!?
xramonesbabe1791: no
xramonesbabe1791: i am just saying
xramonesbabe1791: or i could get a pet penguin
xramonesbabe1791: i like penguins
xramonesbabe1791: u like penguins?
xramonesbabe1791: i will name the penguin casey
casey: haha
casey: ok you do that
xramonesbabe1791: okie dokie
xramonesbabe1791: I will get a penguin and name it casey
xramonesbabe1791: and i will get a donkey and name it......
xramonesbabe1791: .......Donkey
xramonesbabe1791: hahaha
casey: haha
casey: i had a hamster named austin once
casey: haha
xramonesbabe1791: hahah
xramonesbabe1791: ...i always wanted a hamster
xramonesbabe1791: i was gonna name it bunny
xramonesbabe1791: hahaha
casey: haha
silly silly casey
hahahah silly silly me
i am silliest of silliest
ahahahhaha
<3
shana
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| NEEE NAAAAAAA NAEEAEAEA |
[22 Jul 2005|03:32am] |
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HAHAHAHA
its like 3:32 in the mornign hahaha
i am like so freaking hyper
and not tired
my head hurts
and yeah
I have a new pet
i got a shark
and i named him sharkymu
hes awsome hahahah
and he is better than shamu
cause he is a great white shark
and yeah..............
well yeah i dotn feel like typing a journal cause yeah
<3
shana
YOU DAMN HOLLANDIANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[08 Jul 2005|08:44am] |
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So yeah lets see whts been up this week
um...welll i have been excercising everyday for at least an hour and 30 min
I run on the runny thing not the treadmill the runny thing
the minnium time i run on htt is 16 min the maxnium is 24 min
and then I do all the weights
Ive cleaned my room at least 10 times this week
um..practiced on my guitar for awhile
ive missed spencder he is at camp this week
and i still am holding on to his relient k shiirt
I think its been in the smae spot since i got it
lol
but yeah....I hung my pics in my room finally
next weeik i think i am goign to start swimming more so i will swim one day and hten go to the gym the next day
and switch like tht
and still excersise at home everyday
but todya i am going ot the beahc
yay
i will get a tan
lol
well gotta go
<3
shana
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| Good morning sunshine |
[03 Jul 2005|10:51am] |
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Ok so yeah yesterday was my last performance of beauty and the beast
Finally
Im not going ot be going back to orlando youth theatre i am going to be joining winter park playhouse i think
Lets see opening night was great
2nd night was good but i had wadrobe malfunctions and i cracked on one of my notes
spencer was there that night so I was happy when i saw him
last night was good good
So I woke up this morning went and excersised and then my mom came and surprised me with breakfeast
it was cool we sat and watched tv and ate breakfeast
My mom has never doen that it was a new thing
so yeah now i am bored.................................
dont know wht i am goign to go today
i will write later
<3
shana
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Hey
my wonderful people
so yeah rehersal is going good i am very much better at my accent
Theres only a few little problems in rehersal but I dont want to go into detail
Todya eric took like 20 pics of himself with my camera
so i am gonna make a collage that is called the many faces of eric short
hahaha
aint that hillarious
i think it is
lol
but yeah
Thursday was spencer and mines one month anniversery
I love him so much
He makes me feel special
So yeah everybody needs to come see my play ok ok
Ahhhh my sister left today for japan
I cried like the whole day
I miss her
She is the person I could talk to about anything
she helped me out wiht my problems
now I dotn have soembody to talk to
well im gonna go I am talking to spencer
<3
shana
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| lalalalala not cockny its british |
[20 Jun 2005|11:18pm] |
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SO yeah in rehersla today
I got helped with my british accent by a kid out of urinetown
It was so funny
He kept saying u have a cockny british accent its all sloppy
You have to be very high
with ur words
elegant
"ITS NOT COCKNY ITS BRITISH"hahaha
he kept sayign that
I couldnt help but laugh
it was so funny
hahahah i am still laughing
but yeah
then when i came home i was so tired
I like was asleep until like 7:00
then I couldnt find my cell phojne
I was so pissed
finally I found it by like 9:45
and I missed a call form spencer
but its ok
i am talking to him right now
lol
but yeah that was my day pretty much
<3
shana
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[19 Jun 2005|10:55pm] |
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So yeah it was fathers day today
Swam in the pool with my family
Got tan and burnt
and...um.....
fell asleep
ate dinner
talked ot spencer on the phone
um..cleaned my room
Went to target
I got the Acceptance cd
YAY!!!!
lol
um..thats about it
and i got a cute bag
uh...Then went to baskin robins got a mikshake
uh....thats alll
I need to get act 2 down before i go to sleeep tonight
lol i have act 1 but i need to get act 2
Omg this thursday coming up will be spencer and mines
1 month anniversery for being
boyfriend and girlfriend
I wonder if he knows...
lol
I should ask him if he knows what this thursday is
and see if he gets it correct
lol
well i a goin to go excercise
<3
shana
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Wel today was really stressful
rehersal was tiring
we learned all of be our guest wich is a 10 minute song
adn we learned it all today
and we also learned the whole opening wich is really long also
And then when I got home spencer called last minute adn cancelled
going to see the movie
so i am kind of bummed that I didnt get to see him
im not mad at him for cancelling cause he said we could go friday
but I dont know if i can cause i dont have a ride
and I dont think I could ever be mad at him anyways
so..yeah
but I cancelled going to urintown the musical rehersal today cause of that whole ordeal
wich that is the high school level musical i got offered to be in
but I guess its ok
I have tomarrow
but I really miss him
::sigh::
I havent seen him at all this summer
but its ok
I am cool..I can wait
So since I didnt go to the movies with spencer
I called danieele and told her we werent going ne more
so she was like well then lets go see a diffrent movie up there
so we wnet to the movie theatre in orange city
and it wasnt even playing lords of dogtown
So I was like then maybe its a good thing he cancelled
cause then we would have not been able to see the movie ne ways
but i still wish he came
but danille and I went and saw batman begins
It was so flipping good
Its much better than any other batman movie.
Today at B&B rehersasl
I was so clumsy I fell adn then i hurt my wrist falling again
ugh......
but my voice sounded good
but it was exaughsting todya
we learned one full song
and then the opening song also
so 2 songs
plus blocking
plus singing work
but i guess we need it
we dont have much time
well i am goign to go do excersise
write later
<3
shana
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| MIZ Pots deary |
[14 Jun 2005|10:37pm] |
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Hey
so I am Miss Pots in beauty in the beast
I have my work cut out for me though
I have so many line
and then like 5 songs
but I get the main song
Beaty and the Beast
Its awsome
I also got offered to be in urinetown as the ensamble so I took that chance
I cnat go tomarrow though to rehersal cause I alreayd planned to go see lords of dogtown with spencer
Yay I finally get to see him for the first time during summer
I miss him so much
but yeah...
So i am so happy aobut the part I got
I think we have a good cast
a little cast
but a good one
but..the boy that got beast he has his work cut out for him
he never has had a very serious emotional
and I feel for him cause he has to kiss belle at the end
and one of the belles are his girlfriend but the other 2 are not
so that will be a struggle for him
I mena When I was Peggy Sawyer in 42nd street
and had to kiss a guy 5 times in a row
i acted all immature when i had to
cause i was young
so i know how it feels
but if he does htat
he is gonna regret it later on
so
yeah
but cherrio
haha oh and i have to learn how to talk in a british accent
its very difficult
very very
::sigh::
but its a good learnign experience
<3
Shana
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[12 Jun 2005|10:04pm] |
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Ok so I woke up
and gave my dad his birthday card
I mead it in like 10 minutes
im so cheap
I kinda feel bad for not giving him a better card
but after that I went right back to sleep
hehe
then I woke up
ate lunch
did a little excersises
then I went outside adn sat out for awhile to get tan
but then a bunch of clouds rolled in and it started raining so i went back inside
Then I got ready to go out for my dads birthday dinner
It was good food
but very boring
everybody socialized and I just sat there and eveyrbody ignored me if I said something they would kind of shove me off and start talking again
but the dessert were so cool
they were in shot glasses and yeah it was awsome it was like the best dessert i have ever
had, I mena they were rly good
lol
but yeah
I got home adn layed down for a little
Then spencer called and i talked to him for awhile
Then I watched a little tv
And practiced my turns just in case we have to do any for choreography in the musical
I have been out of jazz class
but I wasnt that bad so I am rdy for that
but when i tryed to warm up my voice it sounded froggy
Im rly worried I might have caught a cold
I hope not
maybe its just for the night
I cna only hope
but yeah then I talked to people online
and now I am typing this
so yeah I am gonna go and do my excersises early adn try to get ot bed early
Wish me luck with rehersal tomarrow
<3
shana
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| Zippy D do dah Zippy D day |
[11 Jun 2005|10:47pm] |
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HEY HEY HEY HEY
Lets see today
woke up
got reayd for my voice lesson
went to voice lessons
found out my highest range now is a B flat above high C
aint that the shit I am a metzzo soprano
^^ heck yes
now I should be able to hit those high notes to get the part of belle
at rehersal on moandy
I hope I get it
but now that I started thinking
I wouldnt mind getting a rly funny role
cause those roles are my strong point
I eman I have had only one lead role
and that was peggy in 42nd street
wich I think I did good at that
but I still keep looking back to scrooge and Alice in Wonderland
I mean scrooge was great I was Topper not a huge role at all maybe 10 lines
but that one scene
stole the show cause of how funny I was
well at least thats what a bunch of grown ups came up to em and said after the show I didnt even know the people
I mean I think I did good with the part but I would have never expected people to say that just of one scene
And then Alice and wonderland me being mad hatter
That was flipping awsoem
I loved it
I mean I got to be goofy and crazy
hahah sounds like me
lol
I loved it
And when being peggy I loved it to but it was hard at first I had to train myself to be seriious at parts
I was so used to having funny roles
And that was the lead I had to be serious emotional and happy and perky
It was a great learning experience for me
And then being mama in once on this island was a very serious role ahhhh I had to be very motherly
Wich was cool cause that was a big learning experience
So I ahve pratically had wide range of roles and so far for me
I mostly enjoy the funny ones
but hey
Like I said I will be happy with any role I get
^^
back to my day
ok so after voice lessons ate lunch I had a ceaser salad and a bowl of fruit and a glass of watter
such a healthy choice aint it
And then went on the comp
read soem more of dr jekyle and mr hyde book
I am starting to understand it better
::snaps for shana:: lol
its actually rly interesting
nothing like the movies
i think its better at least to me
um...after that i went and layed out for a little while in the sun since it rained whilel I was at the beach
but there wasnt alot of sun todya either i stayed out for like 30 min andhten it started raining again
errrrrr
but whatever after that took a shower got reayd to go celebrate my dads birthday
at grandmas
I dont know why we just didnt go tomarrow
I mean his real birthday is tomarrow
but whatever
The meal was good
I am just bringing this up, Did u know its like close to 5 months now me beign with out soda
I am so proud of my self
Its allowed me to lose just a little bit more weight wich I am happyy about
but I still want to lose more so I am going to kick up my excersising and not eat as much food as I do
I need to keep to smaller portions....but i would never starve myself or get an eating disorder cause thats even more unhealthy
but yeah after dinner came home
I was post to go to the gym but my dad backed out
he was like
I dotn want to work off that wonderful pie I ate
but whatever
adn then he bitched at me cuase I told him he sucked ( and I was kidding) cuz he wouldnt take me to the gym I mean its right across the street in the other section of my neighborhood
ugh....but whatever
I will just up my excersise even more tonight
after that whole fiasco I listened to hellogoodbye
and danced and cleaned my room at the same time
::more snaps for shana:: for being able to multi task
haha
lol
but yeah
And then the best part of my day was getting to talk to spencer
YAY he is home
I am so happy I missed him so much which all of u proably already know since
I said it in most of my entrys haha
lol
but yeah
I want to see him tomarrow
cuase I start rehersals on monday and i rly want to see him cuz i only get the weekends off
but I guess we could get togeather after iget out of rehersal on modya
but I want to see him as soon as I can
cause I miss seeing him
but yeah....
well i am gonna skidatle (lol)
And go do my excersises
Yes burn those calories baby
work it
hahahah
<3
shana
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Well while I was at the beach there was no sun
So I walked the beach
Went swimming
But got no sun
I am so pissed
AHHHHHHhh
but whatever
Um....today got home went on the computer
walked 3 & 1/2 miles
Then went to the gym and lifted some weights
After the came home
got ready
and went out to dinner
came home
and now I am here
aint that amazing
Guess what??
SPENCER COMES HOME TOMARROW
YAY
I am so happy ^^
Hopefully I will get to see him soon
Monday starts beauty and the beast rehersals
I rly want Belle but if I dont get it I will
just make the part I get great
I mean thats what you have to do is put forth all ur effort
into any part u get
and I do that each time
SO excited about that
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[09 Jun 2005|02:13am] |
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Well lets see its 2:13 right now in the mornign so i guess i will tell you what happened yesterday
I was boring
I was in the house the whole time cuz i had to wait for my sisters fed ex stuff that never came
so it was boring as hell
When my parents got home we wnet and saw the new model house in my neighborhood it was cool
I wanted the house
lol
Then we went and ate at chilis
When i got home i layed odwn for awhile
and got back up
and guess who was online
SPENCER!!!
I was so happpy
I mean my day went from bad to good
just getting tot alk to him for a little while
mad my mood change
I went to from being depressed to happy go lucky
Hes going to be home saturday, I am so excited
^_^
I hope him and I can get togeather before monday
cuz i start beauty and the beast rehersal
I hope I get belle
ugh......ive been worrying about that the past couple of days
I need to show the director that ia m a professional
lol
Its hard thought Mr. Tim knows the immature side of me not the mature
i have changed very much so since the last show
I dont waste my time, I start immediatley
If I get belle I am goign to memorize the lines as soon as possible
I watched more marmalade boy eps today
It was so intense
Miki broke up with you
just cause of that bitch jinny
If she had saw him first everything would have been fine
and now kei and miki seem to be falling in love
miki and yuu are meant for eachother
it gets me so overworked
I cryed when she told him she wanted to break up
It was very emotional
and Yuu didnt shed a tear
I eman i knew he was hurt
u could tell
ahhhhhhhhh
I just have to remeber its an anime
but its so intense
gosh
lol
well i tired
I am getting up early to go work out
and then my family and i are staying at the beahc overnight
i am like being forced to go
I rly dont want to stay overnight
and i have to hang out with them
I ahve no one to brign
it sucks
but maybe i will get a tan
that will be benefical
night night
~shana
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[08 Jun 2005|01:21am] |
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So yesterday I hung out with danielle
We went and visited jarred at his work cause we were goign to go bowling after that
but we decided to wait until he got off of work
so we would have more people
but at jarreds work there was this kitty
and i was very entertained from it
it was so cute
it was puoncing and running
i was like i want the kitty
lol
so we went with danielles mom and ran around
after that we went back to danielles house
and hung out until 6
then we left for the bowling alley
waited for like 25 minutes until jarred got there
and we payed 24 dollars to play for an hour for all3 of us and ht eshoes
It was alot of fun
but i kept getting gutterball
After that went ot publix wiht danielle
and we got subs
for dinner
and we at4e at her house and then i had to go
I got home took a shower and watched marmalade boy with my sissy
it was so intense
Yuu and miki are like so seperated
because he is in america and miki is in japan
and omg and hten this girl comes in and is like totally hitting on
you and she kisses him
and he doesnt even fight her off he just shoked
he evne told her i have a sweetheart back in japan
gosh
what a seducer that girly is
ANd then michael and kei are fightting over miki since yuu is not there
wich that was pretty funny
but still yuu will be gone a one year and a half
it will be hopefuly a happy ending to the series
I will cry
watching that though
made me think of spencer
eh....I wonder how he is doing
he needs to come home soon so him and I can hang out and be togeather
not being able to talk to him the past couple of days
has been so depressing
thats why i have been trying to keep myself busy
so i can kind of get him off my mind
but i cant
i miss him sooo much
gosh...I feel like hitchhiking up there
adn kiddnapping him
but I wouldnt know where to go
I dont know whats the address
I wish I could just talk to him
it would be rly reasuring right now
actually it owuld be better if i could see him
I wonder when he will be back.........
::sigh::
I wonder if he misses me as much as i miss him.......
.............
ahhhhhhhhhhh.....It sucks
not being able to talk to him
~shana
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[05 Jun 2005|10:24pm] |
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Omg today was like the funniest days i have had in awhile
it was great me and my buddys had so much fun
We went into beals over near the beach and I got this kick ass blazer
and these cool plaid cargo pants
and these cool plaid shoes
and then we all got these shorts that look like what 2 of the band members in hellogoodbye wear in oen of their pictures
and we were like we are the better hellogoodbye
hahaha
so we are gonna take a pic later one of these dyas
and we are going to put a picture of hellogoodbye and a picture of us and its gonna be like the better hellogoodbye
lol
Then we went and saw sisterhood of the traveling pants
it was good
but funny thing is i was laughing in during the movie at times cause i thought it was funny at parts that were kind of sad
jsut because of the expression on some of the girls faces in the movie
but like it was sad also
After that we wnet back to the condo
and there are these guys i knew from last year
and they use to whistle and liek stalk me and it was scary but i got use to it
but it was funny cause one of them did it and buddy number 1 went and flicked them off
and then i was like grow up ur so immature
i mean come on who freaking whistles and is like oh baby
ok i mean they are my age and older
freaking get a life
i just ignore it
but i feel like punching them
seriously it gets on my nerves
but it was funny
adn then the buddys and me we took pics on the beach like a bunch of funny one
i look like such a dork
and some of tehm are good
but seriously it was so fun
and then on the way to dinner
we were dnacing in the car and making uop stupid dance moves to hothotheat and hellogoodbye
it was hillarious we decided we were gonna make a movie
lol
it was great
I mena seriously thats one of the most funniest days i ahve had so far for awhile
i rly needed it
ive been so depressed aobut stuff the past couple of days
it was great to get out and have fun
I think i am going back to the condo maybe one more time this week i mena i would be there
for the whole week but
its like my parents freaking scheduled freaking closings
AHHHHHHHHh
but whatever
I cool
tomarrow i ahv eno clue what i am doing
I know i have to finish marmalade boy the anime cause my sister
wants to wathc the rest of the series wiht me before she leaves for japan
so i have to watch up to episode 50 I emna i am on 43 so its only aocuple of eps
And i need to start reading more of jackle and hyde book so I can start my wonderful exciting summer homework
lol
well gotta go
I havnt done my excersises yet today
so ttyl
<3
shann
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